Tyler Durden said it best when he made the statement I used for the title of this blog entry. When we lose everything we have, our home, what we thought was the love of our life, most of our material possessions, our status, hell, even our pets…then we are truly free. I am no longer tied down by my status as someone’s boyfriend. I don’t have to rush home to feed the dog. I don’t have to clean a house (not that it ever really mattered anyway as my ex-box would almost immediately trash the place once I HAD cleaned). I don’t have to maintain any illusions for the neighbors.
So what brought about this change in your lifestyle, brownmajik?
Well, I caught my girl of 4 years cheating on me. I won’t go any further into that. Suffice to say, I’ve known for a while that she was prone to cheating. She cheated on her last boyfriend to get with me. She would go up to her home town and fuck her ex some times. She would chat with her other ex via text and on the phone sometimes. Hell, she even fucked the guy that serviced her crappy little car. Of course, all the evidence I had on her most of the time was circumstantial. You know, guilty looks, hiding her emails, texts, shit like that. Things children do. Also, her guilt showed through. She always thought I was cheating. She would snoop my emails, go through my phone, write down passwords, even install shit on her computer to keep track of me. In retrospect, I should have seen it coming. I mean, I always knew in the back of my mind that she was a cheater. I just never acted on the impulse. 4 years of boredom and bad sex will kill a man’s instincts.
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